Without You I cannot find myself


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I have been lost in life for about 3 years now. I studied International Business, but the corporate, normal job life does not fill me. I feel like I can’t adapt to this society, but I can’t find my purpose, my reason, my passion. I feel stuck, nothing happens, nothing really fills me up. I can not find my joy. I have tried to get a normal job, but every time a go to an interview and see all the cubicles, with these people acting like robots, I get so frustrated because it is not what I want, but I need money (I think) and the pressure from my family and society it’s been increasing. I have read that if you find your passion, and start working on that, money will come easily, and life will be great. But that’s my problem, I don’t want a normal life, I’ve always had a problem with authority and people that want to control my life, but I don’t know what kind of life I want. I feel so lost, I wake up with no purpose. I have tried reiki, I have read so many things online like highexistence, and other similar web pages. I have read “conversations with god”, but nothings seems to help me. I don`t know myself. Only thing I know is that freedom is the most important thing for me, and that a normal job won´t give me that, but still I have to eat and survive. So I decided not to quit and listen to my inner soul as I have trust on myself that I can do better and that trust lead me to a beautiful life which I actually want. I tried again and again and today I am able to do anything ,I have no fear,no excuses,no reasons to deny to move on . Today my all dreams comes true because of my trust on me and without it I can’t find myself.

 

 

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One thought on “Without You I cannot find myself

  1. find your passion, and start working on that, money will come easily, and life will be great. Very motivatonal words hope you will come out from your personal problems and reason to motivate others. sometime same thing happen with us. but we have to dedicated towards our goal. happiness comes when you stat doing your passsion. its very hard to find your passion. people take whole life to search and at last they find wats their passion but that time they are very late to do something. hope you will find your passion soon. check out our blog hope it will help you and informative for you https://www.spirityoga.org/blog/

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